Ready for Something New

College is over now.

Ok well... kind of. Teaching Credential doesn't count. So... college is over.

I'm ready for something new. I'm ready for a change. I want to get out of LA. Go to a new place, start a new life.

I have been so unsatisfied with my life for the longest time. I feel like I'm just wasting time. Like I'm not really living for anything. I'm not doing anything important. Not really.

I want change. I want TO change. I want to be a woman after His own heart. I want to seek and find. I want to learn to love. I want to experience Him in new ways.

I miss trees. I miss snow. I miss seasons. I miss Him. I've felt so distant from Him for so long. I can never seem to catch up. One minute I think the next I'll have more time... and then that next minute comes and its stolen. I cant seem to catch my breath.

I want peace. I want joy. I want love. I want life.